Life

Everyday I feel insecure and nervous, I don't know why. I'm the girl who talks the most and the girl who get picked last at sports. I'm the annoying girl. I see so many fake friends come and I watch them leave, do I scare them? I'm the joker the girl who makes everything seems so funny! But under this joker there is a broken girl. I've always been the weird girl no one liked. I used to be bullied because I was so weird.. I knew I had to change to fit in so I slowly started growing up and "acting right" My best friends used to be my biggest enemies! I remember being bullied by them and it's painful thinking back of that. but I've learned one thing from all this experience  Don't look back