broken

I’ve been waiting and waiting and nothing happened. I’ve been patience in so long! My heart is damaged, and it’s not your fault but mine. I was the person who  let  you in in the first place, so why blame you? I feel terrible! I think I was waiting for the wrong person. Sometimes i feel so stupid, I’do regret a lot! Sometimes I look back and think, is this really me? Sometimes everything feels different. Every time u ignore me, it hurts like a bullet. That way make me feel hated.. Music is the my way out of problems, out of the world i’m living in, out of YOU. I may seem happy but deep inside i’m in pain. Nobody really noticed but I’do feel terrible. :/ But like i wrote before NOT your fault but mine. I’do like to be strong enough to face my problems, face you. Your so mean and a terrible friend. I’do anything to make you wanna be my friend, but it’s so hard when you always is so… Everything is my fault.